i still get nervous when going to kyles. i think its getting worse actually. i feel nauseous whenever i am leaving and im a wreck whenever im there. what is there to be nervous about?! I am killing myself.
I love that I can wear whatever I want at work and no one says anything. When I was working at the mall I started wearing hats and one of the guys said something but I was like, whatever and then everyone started wearing hats and it wasnt a big deal. I literally wear dresses to work and our higher up boss came in and told me I looked nice, meanwhile the other employee was wearing a game stop shirt tucked in and he ignored her. ridiculous. If you act like you belong then you belong, its all about attitude. Thats what I tell everyone, just do something until you are told not to, don’t hesitate.
I will not allow others to dictate my moods.
kyle was telling me how much he sympathizes with women because of the unrealistic demands put on them by society and I was getting so pissed off at him that I literally had to stop him from talking. I don’t know why I got so mad either but I felt like I was going to puke and punch him in the face. He wasn’t even being a jerk, he was being nice and it just annoys me when men talk about things they see and think they know about them but you don’t ever know unless you’ve experienced it.
Kyle is so sweet to me. He is a dreAm